ShiKage
12-21-2008, 06:06 PM
Dear everyone from AiJMS and anyone who knows me,
I joined AiJMS in early June in hopes to make new friends while playing JMS, since I had only been playing by myself in the small server of Sumomo, JMS. I did so over the span of the next 4 months or so, but then things went down hill. James, Heath, and a few others got me very excited over reaching fourth job and James was actually the one that put the thought in my head that being the first American to become a fourth job Pirate was a great achievement. I have been foiled...
Apparently, even after an incident that will remain unkown to anyone who wasn't there, TJ (Shrapnel) hated me for telling people that I had reached my achievement, even though I had made threads about my adventures as an Infighter in JMS. Once I had reached fourth job and had told everyone who was interested in my achievement, I had heard that the entire community of KMS hated me and wanted to kill me. I decided to ignore that, but then my actions and my views became worse due to idiots badgering me and for the fact that I do have a mental disability (a learning disability) and also for the fact that I had been undergoing a lot of stress from my parents divorcing and all that nonsense, which made me lose my control.
Eventually, I learned to ignore some of the problems, but more kept slipping up. The JMS community started falling apart when Global MapleStory released Pirates and Cindy and Cody moved to Keyaki, JMS. Whether they admit it or not, James became obsessive with Cindy and Cindy used James to try to dictate the community. Everyone saw this and everyone hated it, which makes the community fall apart even more today. However, I did say something that I shouldn't have, which was meant to be a joke toward James, but Cody had to be a rat and said it to Cindy. Cindy twisted James' mind to make it seem worse than it was, so he all of a sudden began to hate me. Doing so, the entire community of Keyaki kissed his ass and did the same thing. I was eventually hated throughout the entire community. I had no friends to talk to, no one to train with, and nothing to do.
Well, today, I feel absolutely horrible for everything I've done. I'm sorry that I have made a fool of myself and put any kind of emotional stress on any of you. Now that I have completely destroyed myself and my reputation over the internet and I have no real friends in real life and for the fact that I have screwed over my future because of school crap, no one in the school likes me, and a whole ton of other shit that doesn't need to be any business than my family's, I will now remove myself from the internet and possibly the world. I'm sorry to everyone.
Good bye,
Justin Clark, A.K.A, ShiKage
I joined AiJMS in early June in hopes to make new friends while playing JMS, since I had only been playing by myself in the small server of Sumomo, JMS. I did so over the span of the next 4 months or so, but then things went down hill. James, Heath, and a few others got me very excited over reaching fourth job and James was actually the one that put the thought in my head that being the first American to become a fourth job Pirate was a great achievement. I have been foiled...
Apparently, even after an incident that will remain unkown to anyone who wasn't there, TJ (Shrapnel) hated me for telling people that I had reached my achievement, even though I had made threads about my adventures as an Infighter in JMS. Once I had reached fourth job and had told everyone who was interested in my achievement, I had heard that the entire community of KMS hated me and wanted to kill me. I decided to ignore that, but then my actions and my views became worse due to idiots badgering me and for the fact that I do have a mental disability (a learning disability) and also for the fact that I had been undergoing a lot of stress from my parents divorcing and all that nonsense, which made me lose my control.
Eventually, I learned to ignore some of the problems, but more kept slipping up. The JMS community started falling apart when Global MapleStory released Pirates and Cindy and Cody moved to Keyaki, JMS. Whether they admit it or not, James became obsessive with Cindy and Cindy used James to try to dictate the community. Everyone saw this and everyone hated it, which makes the community fall apart even more today. However, I did say something that I shouldn't have, which was meant to be a joke toward James, but Cody had to be a rat and said it to Cindy. Cindy twisted James' mind to make it seem worse than it was, so he all of a sudden began to hate me. Doing so, the entire community of Keyaki kissed his ass and did the same thing. I was eventually hated throughout the entire community. I had no friends to talk to, no one to train with, and nothing to do.
Well, today, I feel absolutely horrible for everything I've done. I'm sorry that I have made a fool of myself and put any kind of emotional stress on any of you. Now that I have completely destroyed myself and my reputation over the internet and I have no real friends in real life and for the fact that I have screwed over my future because of school crap, no one in the school likes me, and a whole ton of other shit that doesn't need to be any business than my family's, I will now remove myself from the internet and possibly the world. I'm sorry to everyone.
Good bye,
Justin Clark, A.K.A, ShiKage